This is not the first diagnosis I have overlooked. There are many others! The compensation for a doctor’s failures comes from the “Eureka” moments when we crack the rarest of the rare cases. Pascal, a physicist, poignantly wrote, “Grandezas e misérias da nossa profissão”. In one instant, doctors are placed on a pedestal; soon… a missed diagnosis… the patient dies… and we are buried six feet under the grave! As Ivo’s death became imminent, as if to compensate where I had failed, I showered him with even more love and affection and became his doctor and his nurse as well. Ivo experienced much suffering. Many a time when he lacked the energy to evacuate his bowels, debilitated as he was from chemotherapy, I would gently pass a lubricated gloved finger into his anus and release the recalcitrant fecal bolus to his great relief. Till the end, Ivo couldn’t do without me. When he finally closed his eyes, there were no tears left to cry.